Hi, my name is Lisa....I visit this blog often just to get a glimpse of this sweet little star Stella. I can not get enough. I dream of the day that I can whisk her away on a multi colored rainbow to a land that exists of milk and honey...of green grass to roll on, of puppies and kitties to play with, of endless treasures to discover, of love that is never, never ending. I yearn for my life with Stella. My family who didn't exactly understand what I was thinking, asks daily..."now when can you go back and bring her home? She needs to be home....it's time...."
It is time...I have dreamed of this child since I was in my 20's or was it earlier? This child that is not of my loins but of my heart. My heart is bursting to kiss those chubby cheeks and to see that smile explode on her face! I need to be with her.....I wish to go take her away today....is she being shown affection at all...God I pray so. I know that her needs are being met, she is well cared for and well fed....but love......does she know what that is yet? Does she miss the lady that would take her to play, with more toys and attention that she has ever known? Does she miss the attention and the kisses? I miss it all. My heart is with Stella and it always will be.....I miss my girl. God bless my girl and keep her safe. God speed little one.....I am saying this with all my heart...please hear me.....please let her know that I love her and that even though I have left her 3 times already, that I will never, ever leave her again. Love you Miss Stella.......Mama is trying to get back to you....very soon.........................
Beautiful! I'm praying that you are together again SOON.
ReplyDeleteLisa--what a heartfelt and beautiful post. I know God is listening. I hope that he thinks you need to be there soon too.
ReplyDeleteI know that through this whole long journey you have believed that you are exactly where you were meant to be--it is harder now that you know her and miss her but hang onto that thought until the day she is home with you.
Praying that the 2 of you will be reunited forever,so soon.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get her soon! I've been following along and it's great to see pictures of her. We are from Texas but live in CA now. www.travelintexans.blogspot.com
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Just a little longer. My thoughts and prayers are still with you. We all have followed your ups and downs and will stick with you as long as you desire. You have been an inspiration to many. Keep the faith.
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